im going from bunnypopcorn to violynce
ive been meaning to change my pen name for a while i just dont feel like its me anymore huehue [tumblr url is violynt cuz violynce was occupado which is ok].
ive almost been at art school for a whole year now (ergo my semihiatus) and i feel like (esp with this semester) ive changed in 500 different ways in my head. i met so many different people, i was introduced to new levels of emotional pain, and happiness, and stress, etc.
i've learned to do my best; to be the best person i can be--- to be fucking awesome and to fucking suck but then do my best to suck less. i've met teachers who beat me up and teachers who became proud of me and sometimes it was the same person.
i saw so many new horizons in art that i never thought to discover before i came here and i realized im really just a newborn baby in the expansive world that is art and everything it entails. and im so fucKIN REVVED FOR IT.
so thats kinda why i wanted to leave bunnypopcorn for violynce--- i kinda wanna leave behind that old me that just wanted to draw anime and sherlock all the time. yall can think whatever you want but i realized this semester that i dont like that old me. ofc i still like anime and sherlock but i like so many other things and i want it all to influence me. i wanna start being more professional and less wishy washy (i know thats like totally weird cuz im a huge fucking idiot as a person lOOLLL and im a kid still but SHOCKINGLY im also technically an adult woah). this me right now isnt final obviously, its just a step and ofc im gonna change more and get more beat up and feel more happiness and stuff yknow. all the time. thats life and thats cool.
idk if i can post much to dA still, cuz art school really is fucking time consuming i havent slept in 3 days lol and ofc my tablet is still not working. but art school also reintroduced me to the traditional art scene and im kinda really digging it as well. i might upload some of my cooler looking homeworks (you can see them on my tumblr violynt.tumblr.com/tagged/scho…
im also gonna put a bunch of my older stuff into storage, including all my sherlock doodles and stuff like that. im not proud of it. people are more than welcome to ask me for links to specific drawings if they want huehue. also welcome to unwatch me ofc. if you were just watching me for sherlock and stuff.
dont wait up for me uvu im still kind of on semihiatus; this is just a little drawing and an update (follow my art tumblr for frequent updated w traditional doodles and homework mostly rambamboo.tumblr.com/ )